I dont have any one to share my feelings.Where can I go? You were the one in front of whom I used to cry and share my thoughts.Now when I need you the most you are not there.
How can I tell you that I miss you so much.I send you sms but you dont send replies.I give you a call but you get angry for no reason.Its been more than 10 days but you never listened to me.I wonder whether you even try to come near me.
I never expected in my dreams that you will do this to me.I dont understand till now what mistake I did.You hate me so much.You say you hate all men.But thts not true.You just hate me and talk rudely only to me.With everyone you talk nicely.You talked to your father...did u hate him too.You chatted with that guy 2 days back.But you said you cant help being nice to him.Even though you know very well what his intentions are and what he did to you.
It just simply bugs why will a girl hate a good friend. Even for no mistake of his. You give reason that you want to be alone and dont want to talk to any guy.But you talk to people and talk nicely.Even to the person whom you say have done bad to you.
Actually people talk rude to others for a logic. Its like this,if u have respect for a person or you dont want to lose a person you will never talk rudely to him.Yes,if you take person for granted and dont care if the person is happy or not;you will be rude. You simply dont care if he leaves in anger.
Its sort of a need.You will never dare to talk to him like you talk to me for simple reason deep down you know he wont care for you and leave you. Fine you love him,but that doesnt mean you be rude to others.
Slowly slowly I am losing hope. I pray to god that he doesnt snatch you from me.I never asked for any thing...just a bit of love and your time,for which I have craved all my life.
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